hi my name is frank.

All this prep to ask one girl to prom is really difficult. Like, I try to get closer to her, try to make the friendship stronger, just to secure a yes, but it’s almost as if I’m trying too hard. To her, it might not seem like I’m doing much. However, my over-thinking mind just thinks otherwise. 

I see it like this. When I have no intentions with a girl, I’m probably really chill, and easy-going. But when I do, such as ask this girl to prom, I feel like I want to get to know her more, so I subconsciously force it by sometimes saying stupid things, doing stupid things, or just being stupid. You know, typical awkward boy who’s trying to impress a girl LOL. It’s a bad habit of mine I guess. I really just want to be that friend she could be really close to. Just to make the prom proposal even special.

I especially don’t want to be obvious -_-